Last Review: Post-Wedding

Holla bloggers!

So my mind wanders (what it does best) and here I am, writing again :)

The cover of Nurul & Ajai "Aku Cinta Aku Rindu" is also perfectly song. When I heard this song, I remember about our love journey many years ago. I have been together with him for almost 7 years now. What a long journey~ *Banyak suka dan duka telah kami lalui.bersama. I always remember many things when I hear this song! Seriously!

Just what I need to take my mind off things and just make the most of the free time I have left. Enjoy :)

Meeting my husband was fate, becoming my husband as friend was a choice, but falling in love with my husband was beyond my control.

Tuhan berkatilah cintaku padanya~ ❤

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Ombak Rindu

Good day lovelies!

I got sick certificate today! Haha. Alergic reaction :( But yesterday, I went to Wangsa Walk purposely to watch Ombak Rindu. Maya and Aaron did a great job! This is a two hour movie that makes you appreciate people that you love and care. Somehow, it did give an impact to the audience. The purity of love, the loyalty of a man who willing to change just because of a woman whom he never thought he'd meet and never crossed his mind that he will ever fall too deep in love with her.

Stand up for love, fight for love, cry for love, forgive for love, accept for love, change for love. All were done for love. This movie has made me realize that besides prayers to Him, patience and sacrifices are truly important in love.

Go and watch it. Worth all the tears, as I personally think~ ❤

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Don't look back in anger. FULL STOP!

Hi bloggers especially to all lovelies bride-to-be,

Just got a bad news. My friend just broke up with her bf. I just want to give her a support through this blog.

To a friend, 

You know, the hardest part of breaking up is to move on. To let go of all your dreams and hopes, to not to think about your lost love before you fall asleep, to wake up from your sleep only to find that the person you love so dearly is no longer yours, to feel the emptiness, to look at the other couples and reminiscing the good old days when you were both happily in love. 

But time heals. Time heals almost everything. 

It is okay to let go. If your needs are not met, if there's no more mutual affection, if the feelings aren't mutual anymore, if there's no respect between the two of you, then the best thing to do is to let go. You have to let go, hard I know, but you just have to. 

I used to believe that between the person I love and the person who loves me more, I'd prefer to be with the person who I love. Wrong, dear. I've learned that you just have to love yourself first before you could ever love anybody else. And the feelings just have to be mutual. You have to love the person who loves you back. And most importantly, who can respect you. Loving is nothing without respecting each other. 

So now, let's face it. Moving on is hard, but staying, knowing that the person who used to love you is no longer in love with you, is harder. Don't make things harder by holding on to what has already been gone. You have to let it go. It is okay. You will be fine eventually, time heals. Cliche how it sounds, but true enough. 

If you are not meant to be together, you will not be together. As simple as that. Because Allah knows best. 

I hope you are strong enough to move forward. Stay open, cause who knows, lightning could strike :) Life is always better with a smile~ ❤

To those who miss someone so terribly, this song is just for you. Enjoy listening!

*Padahal sy rinduuuuu ahhhhhhhh kat dia >.<"

"The silence isn't so bad, til I look at my hands and feel sad, cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly" :')

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Funny!!

Hi readers, 

Just got back from offshore training. Just one word I want to say is TIRED! But when I watched this video, it made me feel better. Haha. Just wanna to share with you dearies. Enjoy watching :) 

Hahahaha. *Sah!! Please okay, tell your fiance, do not try this on your big day~ ❤

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It's tooooo late!!!!

Salam Ramadhan 16. Today, I'm going to talk about Nur Kasih The Movie. 

Seee!! Bulan 5 di pawagam, bulan 8 baru nak menonton ;)

 
*Bangs my head on the floor*

Haha. I know, I know. It is too late to watch this movie. A long time ago, while studying at UTM, I've watched its drama series. So, I've downloaded this movie and already finished to watch it after Sahur. One of the best I must say now, I never fail to bring tear to my eyes during watching. Hahaha. :P *Touching!

Great movie directed by Kabir Bhatia. I just loved all of his previous works, from Cinta, Sepi to Setem. Location of certain scenes was brilliant, especially the ones shot overseas (the one in Petra, Jordan). All in all, I have to admit that this is by far the finest Malay (Islamic themed) love story that I've seen in the local scene. Good job to the director and the crew.

Here's the OST song from this movie that almost gave me goosebumps. Haha :P Enjoy listening~ ❤

"Aku terlahir hanyalah untuk kamu
Jadi pelindung dirimu"

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What does JK stand for?

J to-the K

  
Just kidding? Jiwa kacau? Jiwang karat? 

Dear, let's play a guessing game tonite. What does JK stand for?

Haha. For me, it stands for "Jiwang Karat" tonite! Just tonite okay ;) What ever it is, I just loved this song. Hihi. Enjoy listening~ ❤

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya ....

P dot S: Mode saya malam ni: Sudah 3 BULAN jadi tunang orang. Haha :P

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Facebook

Good afternoon bloggers!

Hahaha!!

I passionate interest with this blogger. Damn, all the things he said are true. Lately, I watched many types of status that all facebook users will feel like kinda annoying and for sure she or he will make hatred faces when reading it. Lol. Like Khairul said *Jenis status dan comment facebook yang membunuh.  Haters gonna hate.

Yeahh I know, sometimes all facebookers release their emotion and hatred to somebody through facebook. And now, I realize why my fiancee is only to be a stalker on my wall or he does not make any comment on my status. *Tapi status saya bukan jenis status membunuh ye! "Tunang saya kata, nanti orang akan cakap, macam dia sorang je yang bercinta dalam dunia ni. Hahaha. Meluat okay!" 

Ever since 5 years ago, I've trained very well by my fiancee to not do something like this. That's why some of my friends asked, "Sazni, kenape aku tak nampak bf ko komen or post something kat wall??" "Ina, mcm tak syok je bf ko tak hantar ape2 kat fb ko" Haha.  

Truly, I felt sad for the first time, but actually, I felt so proud with my fiancee in long term. He teached me not to use facebook for loving and caring. This is not the way. *Cukup untuk I dan you je yang tau* Ecececeh :P As example, I love you sayang! Just you and me but please not in public. Am I right? But I know some of us will says "Ikut aku punya suka la, facebook aku" Hahaha. Okay, THEY HAVE THE RIGHT. But for sure, I'm not a part of this people. I think, it is a tip by Khairul and I agreed for what he said. Here's the link for this information *Khairul

Okay guys! Today, I want to continue last episode of "my girlfriend is a gumiho", korean drama series. As usual, here's the song for all of you in a great weekend. Enjoy listening and have a wonderful weekend ya~ ❤

P dot S: Peace no war :)

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Miss = Rindu

LOL!!

Good morning!! 2.20 am here!!

Jazz mode in the morning. Here's the song. Enjoy listening :)

Serius tak tipu! >.<

I called because I wanted you to know that despite everything that happened and all the miles between us right now, I still think about the way it was in the beginning. And before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between, you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you mr. sf~ ❤ 

P dot S: Time will pay!

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Can we be a family?

:)

I'm currently listening to I DO by Colbie Caillat~

It's always been about me myself and I

If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time

I never wanted to be anybody's other half

I was happy saying our love wouldn't last

That was the only way I knew til I met you

You make we wanna say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I can't live without it, I can't let it go

Ooh, what did I get myself into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Tell me is it only me

Do you feel the same?

You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games

I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down

You can trust I never felt it like I feel it now

Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let it go

Wooh Can I get myself into

You make we wanna say

Me a family, a house a family

Ooh, can we be a family?

And when I'm 80 years old I'm sitting next to you.

And when we remember when we said

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let us go

Just look at what we got ourselves into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Love you

This is such a cute song~ ❤

P dot S: Rindu my chenta hati ;)

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Busy + Hibernate

My mind seem to be very blank these days. I don't have much thoughts. Or maybe I don't want to have thoughts.  Actually, it's feeling pretty heavy lately. I can't explain but  I am currently feeling it oh-so much. Life isn't going to get any easier. But at least, whatever I am dealing with right now, will eventually make me to be a smarter and stronger person. Even though I am not feeling either of those two things right now. Sorry for taking it out here.

Someone told me about genuine. Genuine means "truly what something is said to be, of a person, emotion or action." in other words, be sincere :)

Okay enough said. I've been listening to this song recently. Just give some foods for my ears or in other words when a song relates to my life I put it on repeat and listen to 100x. Lulz. Any more song recommendations? I'm listening! And here's the video song. Enjoy listening guys~ ❤

"Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose"

I'm a super duper busy woman right now!

 P dot S:  Sometimes I forget to smile because I am too busy going through my day!

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I think I wanna marry you

Quote of the day

"It’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you"

Hi beautiful hearts, happy Sunday!

I think I wanna marry bruno mars...!! Eh silap. Haha. Of course, with my fiancee :) Just say I DO. Yesterday, I've listened to this cover song by Najwa Latif and I've also tagged him on my facebook.

Oh!! Please ignore the conversation. He played the game while I've listened to songs ;)

And as always, here's the video song. Enjoy listening~ ❤

 P dot S: Just one word I wanna to say is R.I.N.D.U!

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Dream high

YES! :D

This post is very random. I just finished all 16 episodes of "Dream High" which is a Korean drama series and now, I was lying down and listening to the songs in my hand phone. This drama was about hopes, dreams, competition, debt, and love (triangles). 

Dream High

And as always, here's the video. This song is totally related to what I'm experiencing now (DREAM HIGH xP). And just thought of sharing it with others  :) 

" I dream high, I dream
 When times get tough, I close my eyes
The moment when my dream comes true
 I replay it, and I make myself stand tall "

You know how sometimes songs bring back memories of a certain time in life? I know this is too big of a dream, but it dawned on me on how much music holds such high importance in my daily life (I can't live without it) and I just thought that. It would be so cool to do something with it for a living. Don't you think so?

P dot S: I'm going to try really really hard and I'm going to stick through it! 

YoOSHhhh~ ❤

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Food for ears

Maher zain

Please allow me to be "jiwang" today. Lulz. Well, I heard this song by maher zain just now. The first time I heard this song, my heart was peaceful and very touching. I was just amazed at the time because he sang principally in malay. Hope you guys enjoy listening to this song. But I'm warning you, get ready with tissues when hearing this song because it makes you remember the person who has always loved you! :P

"yakini hatiku kau anugerah Sang Maha Rahim
semoga Allah berkahi kita
kekasih penguat jiwaku

berdoa kau dan aku di Jannah
ku temukan kekuatanku di sisimu
kau hadir sempurnakan seluruh hidupku
oh inilah janjiku kepadamu"

Thank you Maher Zain, for highlighting the beauty of love song even more~ ❤

P dot S: Yep, I'm a romantic :)

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