I Love You Mama

https://www.facebook.com/markianbenhamou1998/videos/647377372054227/

Just watched the video above and I cried 😭

I somehow survived one full lap around the sun without my guiding light. I miss her voice. I talked to her at least four times a day. How is it possible I have survived 365 days without her?

Ya! I still miss her terribly. Perhaps now that I am feeling so much better than I have in the last year I’m wishing that my mom had been around to be next to me, to hold me, to comfort me on the way down and to share the triumph with me on the way up.  To be proud of my achievements.  

Regardless, I loved her immensely and we were best friends.  I miss taking her to the clinic for checking up. We enjoyed the time we spent together. We hung out just because we got along so well and we liked spending time with each other. We went out to hair salon, we went for shopping and we went out for eating. We laughed, we cried, we held hands and sometimes we didn’t have to say a word. I’m sorry Mom.  I can't spend all the memories with you again. So many regrets.  So much time I thought we would have together. 

I miss her validation. She helped me believe in myself. She dared me to dream. She told me the truth. I hope she knew how much her opinion meant to me. I wanted the best for you, and it hurts me so much that we were never able to achieve it. 

I miss her love. No one loved me like my mom, and no one ever will again. I love and miss you with all my broken heart.

1 year and 4 months. Al-Fatihah~ ❤

 بِسْمِ ٱللَّهِ ٱلرَّحْمَـنِ ٱلرَّحِيم ٱلْحَمْدُ لِلَّهِ رَبِّ ٱلْعَـلَمِين۞ ٱلرَّحْمَـنِ ٱلرَّحِيم۞ مَـلِكِ يَوْمِ ٱلدِّين۞إِيَّاكَ نَعْبُدُ وَإِيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِينُ۞ ٱهْدِنَا ٱلصِّرَطَ ٱلْمُسْتَقِيمَ۞صِرَطَ ٱلَّذِينَ أَنْعَمْتَ عَلَيْهِمْ۞ غَيْرِ ٱلْمَغْضُوبِ عَلَيْهِمْ وَلاَ ٱلضَّاۤلِّينَ۞امين

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